From then until now

Ok so been having internet issues and I have been out and about.

Everytime I leave the house my routines seem to go out the window.

Wednesday I got all my morning routines done and checked the washing (wasnt dry) before packing few bits for partners later that night. Was feeling so pleased with myself and went to see my papa with smile on my face thinking great start.

My focus was groceries and errands and agreed to meet partner at the centre so could get few bits in. However met in the pub my anxiety was through roof and was feeling ill with it but he wanted to stay so I ended up drinking more. I did however get what we needed to from the shops.

So at least one thing from afternoon done and mission was to clean closet floor I had done the other week. The rest however was non existent until getting ready for bed.

For this again I didnt do my journal or update here or shine my sink and it set off bad president. I did have appointment Thursday so I made sure clothes were out this has helped me so much.

Such a simple thing has started my mornings right. Seeing the clothes means I'm more likely to put them on even if I'm really sore or not going anywhere.

Again my morning on Thursday went off as planned as was going out I skipped laundry but everything else was great.

I am not a morning person so being able to get up and ready with few basic clearing up n bed made has been a great accomplishment.

Some that are naturally organised people probably don't understand how those simple things have been so difficult.

 Now through facebook and messenger I am starting to realise though I'm not alone and others can see this as an achievement for me.

We stayed out after appointment and had a lovely lunch date. Been so long since been able to spend time just me and my partner, to get out and just enjoy it without thinking what else needs done. Will be making more of effort now to do something together.

Was exhausted when got in again I made sure that clothes were out for today but that was about it and no decluttering, cleaning or dishes have been done.

With 2 days skipping not all but a lot of the picking up after myself I worried that I wouldnt want to come back to plan. However, even though I am in agony I feel so motivated I'm in such shock that I had to come update here.

Falling off your plan doesn't mean can't still do it. A few days doesnt mean forever.  Above all that sometimes family, friends and life has to come before the cleaning and organising. That stuff will always be there but the people they might not be. Quality time is required.