After yesterday doin so much i knew today was going to be difficult. I woke up few times during the night and morning in agony. When i woke i couldn't move.
I eventually managed to get up and dressed to shoes as I was due to go to partners today. I also made my bed and opened my curtains.
Day 6 is about putting out your hotspots. That is an area that we dump things and leave them there even though they don't belong. It can be anywhere. My main was is beside my bed and this morning the unit was piled. So I set my timer for the 2 minutes that was stated and cleared it off putting the items back where they belonged.
I had already packed most of the items yesterday apart from my planner which I always check same time as my emails, so dond that quickly and packed it as well as my phone charger.
Papa had to wait on gran before could drive me down so I decided to use the time for me time cross stitching. I am adding this to my routines as it has been getting abandoned. Just under an hour and half later I put away and packed it to come with me. My papa has rearranged until tomorrow so got taxi.
I got to partners and nothing had been done I was starting to lag. The washing machine and drier were loaded but not on so i quickly switched them on and with his help unpacked the shopping and bits i brought down.
I desperately needed a break and with a few phone calls i made sitting on the couch i knew that there was no way i could move.
I got dinner made from me and took more painkillers before coming to bed. Partner was going out so I know be disturbed so making most of what I can. But it does give me a "failure" as dinner dishes not done and sink is not shined.
I know when I talk to others I shouldn't be hard on myself and certainly wouldn't class as failure for them. However we tend to be so much more judgemental of ourselves. I remind myself like flylady has being saying to turn the negative into positive. So far I'm repeating to myself even though I was too sore to complete today I will rest so I am able to do so tomorrow.
Rest time it is. Hopefully day 7 can be more successful, wish me luck!
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